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Currently running through miles of clouded hell.
Hello Everyone :wave: How have you been the past few days? ^^ Well as you can see in the title, I'm thinking of deactivating my deviantart account. Anyway, I would like to thank you guys for everything you've done for me. These past 2 years in deviantart have been some of my best. Thank you for accepting and appreciating my art. Thank you for all the support and live you've shown me. I love you all sooo much. If you feel you need to know more, then by all means please note me. I cannot state the reason here as there are watchful eyes. Anyway, please just note me if ever you want to know why.
  • Mood: Tearful
  • Listening to: Heartbeats by Jose Gonzales
  • Playing: DOTA 2
  • Eating: KFC Chicken
  • Drinking: Water
They said college would be better than high school.

New friends, new school, better subjects, better life.

When I was young, all I could think of was going to college.

I kept thinking:

"Wow those parties!" and "I'm gonna have so many friends"

Now, I'm left with nothing.

I have no friends at all.

I sit alone in every class, I eat alone at lunch, and nobody talks to me.

There are times where I  go through a day without talking to anyone.

The only people I talk to are my online friends.

I envy my block mates;

They look so happy while I'm stuck in the back of the class writing poems to soothe my sorrow.

I come home to nothing and no one but myself,

Alone, typing away in the darkness.

As if that wasn't enough.

My grades are bad too.

Being a music student, trying to learn all these advance things

While dealing with the everyday sorrow is not easy.

People would often discriminate that fact and say:

"Just get over it" and " No, no! Just do it" and "Stop being such a baby"

I wish they were in my position.

So to all those who say college is/was awesome for you,

All I can say is lucky you.

And as for the people who are like me and feel my pain,

I sympathize with you my friend.

As for those who ridicule my depression,

I say "Hang College!"

You can take all your lies and keep them.

Thanks for crushing all my expectations as well as my dreams.

Thanks a lot.



~M.E.B.~
09-04-14
Hello there! It's been a while. I'm in college now and in all honesty, I hate it. It's taking so much of my time. I can't even post anything here. I have enough time to just write this journal entry. I don't know when I'll be able to post as much material as I did before. I'm having a really hard time at college. I'm failing almost everything and I have no friends. Any tips?
  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: Just be friends (Music box/ Off-vocal)
  • Playing: DOTA 2
  • Eating: Lays
  • Drinking: Water
You tell me to be strong.

You tell me I'll succeed. 

And then you say I'm wrong,

And that you're all I need.

But I could write a thousand letters tonight

Without you giving one reply.

You make me think like you're the only one

That should be on my mind.

Darling, love's too far away right now.

Don't you ever wonder why?

Because I'm sitting here in a room alone

While hearing lonely lullabies.





You make me smile for now

And make my heart beat fast.

That's when you make me cry,

Telling me we should last.

Baby,we're too far gone 

For anyone to save us now.

I've got your picture in my locket 

But it faded somehow.

Darling, love's too far away right now.

Don't you ever wonder why?

Because I'm sitting here in a room alone

While hearing lonely lullabies.


Don't you ever get affected

When tears are falling from my eyes?

Or am I the only here hearing lonely lullabies?


~M.E.B.~
07-12-14

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Bio:
I'm sorry but I prefer to keep my real name a secret.
-14 years old
-My birth date is October 1,1997
-I can only speak English and Tagalog
-I love sports and have recently taken on taekwondo
-I'm not really good with programs and stuff but I'm not a caveman so I can use some of them or at least figure them out.
-I love poetry and literature and songs. They calm me down on a really hectic day. That's why almost 95% of my work is REALLY based on my situations.
-I'm half Black American Indian and half Filipino but I grew up in the Philippines and have been here even since.
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People who inspire me:

1. Louisa May Alcott
2. A very special person of whom my character Daniel Rogers from my novel "The Regal Brigand" was based on ( Who is now gone and has left me forever)
3. My friends who are also like family
- :icondokifanart: The person who introduced my to deviantart. She draws comics of Phineas ans Ferb.
- :iconerisfierch: My sister who's very quiet but will always will be my "Beth/Brielle"
- :icontheoldpanda: My so called "elder brother" though I'm older than him

And of course my watchers and friends here on deviantart. Even just people who comment or view my work inspire me :D
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Hello Everyone :wave: How have you been the past few days? ^^ Well as you can see in the title, I'm thinking of deactivating my deviantart account. Anyway, I would like to thank you guys for everything you've done for me. These past 2 years in deviantart have been some of my best. Thank you for accepting and appreciating my art. Thank you for all the support and live you've shown me. I love you all sooo much. If you feel you need to know more, then by all means please note me. I cannot state the reason here as there are watchful eyes. Anyway, please just note me if ever you want to know why.
  • Mood: Tearful
  • Listening to: Heartbeats by Jose Gonzales
  • Playing: DOTA 2
  • Eating: KFC Chicken
  • Drinking: Water

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xxsempit3rnalxx Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2014  Student Writer
Happy Birthday! :heart: I hope you have a great day c:
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MEBwrittings Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Oh hello~ <3 I'm so terribly sorry it took me this long to reply. Thank you so much for greeting me :huggle: I appreciate it ^^
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xxsempit3rnalxx Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Student Writer
It's ok :D And you're welcome! :)
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NaturalDreamer18 Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2014
Happy birthday!
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MEBwrittings Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Oh hello~ <3 I'm so terribly sorry it took me this long to reply. Thank you so much for greeting me :huggle: I appreciate it ^^
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NaturalDreamer18 Featured By Owner 6 days ago
You're very welcome! 8)
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smith4891 Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday! I hope you enjoy it with family and friends! :) :heart:

happybirthday purpledinosaurX3 Happy Birthday Godliek :D Super Fantastic Golden Platter Cake 3D 
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MEBwrittings Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Oh hello~ <3 I'm so terribly sorry it took me this long to reply. Thank you so much for greeting me :huggle: I appreciate it ^^
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smith4891 Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
It is no big deal. I realize that you have many things going on through real life stuff, probably including school. Just get back when you can! :) :heart:
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YukaShirame121 Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Can I be your onee-chan? You'll be my imouto!
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