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What if I don't believe this bullshit?Baby...
May I ask you something?

If I...
If I told you of my secrets, my worries
wouldn't you listen, wouldn't you help me?
If I...
If I hugged you tight and never wanted to let go
would you seriously look at me with disgrace?
If I...
If I kissed you
would you really push me away?
If I...
If I asked you to be mine
and mine only
Would you have the urge to say no?
If I...
If I told you I love you
Would you be able to look me in the eyes
and tell me
you don't love me too?

What if I don't think so?
What

Hey, I'm still aliveHey, I'm still alive
My hearts still beats on
I'm not dead, just simply
not doing anything
I'm just moving through life
without much motion
without a care
Why should I care?
Everything ends anyway
Just don't bury me
I may come back
I may

I don't understand honey...What?
I don't know what you're talking about honey
When you go on and on about all the bad shit you see
Every word you speak is leaking
leaking of sorrow
leaking of pain
I don't see it like that hun'
'Cause all I see is the good times we had
I see your smiling face
'cause you beat me in this game too
I hear your laughter
and teasing words
as I'm being all silly again
I feel your arms around me
as you pull me closer
in a hug to make me feel safe again
'cause you've scared me with that spider-thing again
All I see is smiling faces and sparkle-eyes
All I hear is a laughing couple sharing the secret of love
All I feel is butter

Fallen...I cannot find the words...
               They're drowning in my thoughts...
                                                     Choking on the air...

SurvivalSurvival.

Give a man a fish he will eat for a day.
Teach a man to fish he will eat for a life time.

Give a man a gun he will rob a bank.
Give a man a bank he will rob the world.

We adapt and adjust.
Constantly dithering on the cusp
Of what is considered wrong and right,
Ensuring that our ambitions remain in sight.

We would be willing to do anything
In order to get what we truly desire.
We would be willing to risk everything
Even putting our friends in the line of fire.

We may share the bounty with others,
Allowing them to experience the fruitful taste.
Given the option we will even care for our brothers.
Just as long as w

Scarlet PulpThump

Do you hear it?

Thump

It hammers against your chest.

Thump

Do you feel it?

Thump

It smacks against your breast.

Thump…

Thump…

Every tremor cracks your rib,
Every crack jolts your senses,
Red mass thrums against bone,
Rotund, Fleshy, Grotesque.

Thump…

Thump…

Crimson flows within wires
Swollen like bruised skin,
Thunder gathers in your ears,
Heat swelters across your cheeks.

Thump

Do you hear it?

Thump

Bulbous, Gelatinous, Grotesque.

I took a pill or two or fifteenI took a pill or two or fifteen, I don't remember
I woke up and yet they still taunt

Pain runs through my body, I didn't know it would happen like this
my soul hangs from their judgement

It made me throw up a few times, blood more than once
but they told me to try again but harder

My vision went blurry, or was that just my distorted imagination?
they called me fat and vile

I couldn't breathe properly, why wont it kill me now?
and they laughed some more

My head hit the floor, I thought this was it
their game had taken me

Tonight I took an overdose
I took a pill or two or fifteen, I don't remember
I woke up and yet they still taun

Just StopStop, just stop.
Stop throwing those punches.
What'd she ever
Do to hurt you?!

What, be herself?
Be different?

Is it because
She dresses in a way
That you don't like?

Or maybe because
She's dating someone
Who isn't you.

Just stop.
Right now.

Because maybe it
Isn't her who needs
To take a step back
And look at themselves...
Maybe it's you.

You, the bully.
The one who's
Beating up a poor,
Defenseless girl,
All because she's
Not how you want her to be.

She's not your daughter.
Even if she was,
You don't have the control.

You aren't supposed
To want to do this.

We're all different,
All in our own
Wonderful ways.

Me, I write poetry.
That

My secretLet me tell you a secret
So listen carefully...
If you
if you take my hand
but let me lead
If you
If you would just trust me
when I say I'm not like them
If you
If you show me mercy
by wiping the tears of my cheeks when I'm sad
If you
If you let me feel home, safe and protected
just hug me tight and never let go
If you
If you would just have faith in me
Then I promise you one thing
I promise you will never ever have to be alone again
I promise you that love...

Safe and SoundI remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, I'll never let you go
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, Don't leave me here alone
But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight

How could I have been so stupid? How could I have been so dumb? How could I forget? I lay slumped in the hallway. Tears fell down my pale face from my bright blue eyes. He knocked on the door and came in. His perfect lips formed an 'O' shape as he saw my state. His arms wrapped around me instantly and he whispered in my long blonde hair "I'm never going to let you go. I promise it's going to be okay." I held my hand open

If I kiss youWhat if I kiss you?
What if I pull you close?
And whisper you the truth
Will you say “I love you”?

Because you shine light into this dark room
I wish I could turn the whole world to slow-mo
Just so I could see this beautiful flower bloom
Maybe then you’d see how much you mean to me

I go on my days with my heartfelt thoughts
Warmth is what you’ve brought into my feather heart
And all of this just feels like the start
I know that one day, we will never be set apart

The thoughts of a zombieSoft brains,

Hard brain,

Insane brains,

Smart brains,

Blonde brains,

Deformed brains,

Perfect brains,

Half a brain,

Small brains,

Big brains,

Dirty brains,

Crazy brains,

Your brain,

His brains,

Their brains,

All brains.

Between You and Me.
I never believed you,
I only wanted to.

.....

Lying back to back
I was counting your breaths
to make sure your lack of
heart
didn't leave you
dead.

....

Like a ghost
the fading memories of your touch
kept screaming
what I was trying to forget.

...

Oh, why did I give it up to you?

..

I know it's my fault.
My expectations were greater than
what you were willing to offer,
and I got scared.

I tried shutting you out,
to gather myself together
behind a shield of apathy,
but only ended up in
self-destruction.

.

Your kiss never tasted as
intoxicatingly bitter
as the last time
I made love to you...

TrustTrust.

Hard to gain.
But easily lost.

The effects will always remain.
Unless we pay the cost.

Instead of abiding by t

A friendI just need a friend.
One that doesn't accuse me,
Doesn't pick favorites,
One that will always be there for me.
Not go off,
Not move on once i start to bore them.
I need a friend.
A real friend,
Who will always be there.

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Mistake

by ~MEBwrittings, Oct 28, 2012, 6:50:52 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

If only I had known that

This is what we'd become.

If I could go back,

Change what I've done.

You should know that I would.

Just look at what I've done now.

Everything is so broken.

If only I just know how,

Take back what I've spoken,

I would if I could.

But now it's too late,

The damage is done.

I took all the hate.

I want to go back to one.

Do I have to go away

Just because of one mistake?

Why couldn't it stay?

Was so much at stake?

I'm tired of pretending

There's no use of it now.

Is this really the ending?

Guess I regret it somehow.

Don't we all stumble?

Don't we all feel small?

Don't we all have trouble feeling humble?

Don't we all trip and fall?

But I don't understand

Why this thing has to be.

All that I know is the blame is on me.

~M.E.B.~
10-28-12